I am so lucky
I have everything I want out of life
I have peace of mind and I am satisfied
Who I am it's up to me
And all of my choices make me free
To live with my purpose
To grow my soul
To stop searching for answers to unanswerable questions
and just live the dream I've dreamed since I was a young girl
To feel each day closer to my inner self
I feel it so strong
You should try to feel the same
And recognize all the good in your life
Quell your doubts and just get on with it
so that your life doesn't feel
like it's one step forward and two steps back
Don't be afraid to make something good for yourself
Don't be scared…
I wanna see your smile
I wanna see you reach up to the sky
There's no wall between you and the world
so get rid of unhealthy thoughts
The sun is always shining in your face
and you will see it if you open your eyes
Just open your eyes
The world is more than black and white
Nothing is impossible if you really want to
make your dreams come true
Something Good
lyrics: Joanna Pilarska
music: Konstantin Andriejew
DRIFTING SONG
lyrics: Joanna Pilarska
music: Joanna Pilarska, Artur Majewski
A long time ago I left my home
Searching for what I really want
I didn't know what I was looking for
I was so confused and alone
So many places and so many things
I've seen along my way
But I have not found a peace of mind
so I couldn't stay
I was drifting from a place to place
I was drifting and I couldn't stop
Someone asked me what I'm looking for
but I still did not know
Once I met a man who stole my heart
He said he wanted me to stay
but suddenly I started to lose my breath
so I had to run away
He was so selfish, wanted me all to himself
But he had to understand
that a bluebird locked in a cage
will never sing again, until he's free
Now I'm drifting from a place to place
I'm drifting from a bay to bay
But still believe that I'll find a reason
find a reason to stay
I was thinking and wondering
why my road leads always uphill
I've wandered so many miles
and then I stuck at a standstill
So it's time to face the music
It's time to stop running away
'Cause now I know that all I need
is to believe in myself
That's the way
oH, JEREMY
PRINCESS
You are so far from me
I wish I could change it but I can't
I wonder how it came to be
that I can't stop thinking of you
Jeremy what have you done to me
Jeremy I think I'm going crazy
Jeremy I've never felt like that
so what's going on with me?
Well I don't know if it's love
but I feel just like a child
I smile to myself
and my thoughts are running wild
Jeremy what did you do to me
Jeremy I think I'm going crazy
Jeremy I've never felt like that
so what's going on with me?
Maybe you are only in my mind
Maybe I blurred the line between life and dreams
Maybe I drew you with crayons of my imagination
or you just fell down from heaven right to my hands
People use each other, politicians lie
The world is full of wars, too many children die
If you have money, you have power
If you have nothing all you can do is cry
If I was a princess
the World could be different
If I was a princess
the World could be safe
So many questions you have to your God
But don’t expect that answers will come
Cause you’re not the only one in the world
So you have to count only on yourself
If I was a princess
the World could be different
If I was a princess
the World could be safe
Live your life and stop complaining
Cause there’s so much evil all around
If you can do something to make people not hurt
Just do it and do not hesitate
If I was a princess
the World could be different
If I was a princess
the World could be safe
I could live in a big green house
And through the windows bigger than me
I could be watching happy people
And make them free
FRIENDLY
A VERY BAD DAY
I'M COLD
DON'T LEAVE ME ANGEL
JUST IN CASE
TRIVIAL THING
BIG COLORED BALLOON
music & lyrics: Joanna Pilarska
Why I don't feel anything
When you kiss me and when you touch my skin?
Why i don't feel anything
When you look into my eyes and say that you love me?
Why i don't feel anything?
I'm cold...
Why is it so hard for me
To tell you the truth, to explain?
Why I don't feel anything?
I don't feel my tears, I'm even not sure if I cry
Just close my eyes...
I'm cold...
Can you help me
can you help?
I don't wanna live like that
I don't wanna live
I'm cold...
Since I can remember we have been together
You were the best friend I've ever had
And every time when I was in trouble
You shared your last piece of bread
And I was thinking for many years
That this kind of friendship never ends
But when we grew up something changed
He rushed into our life without explain
Then you started to push me back
And I didn't know what was going on
I was trying to understand
What was the reason, why you've been gone?
I haven't heard from you for long long time
Since he took you far away from me
I've hated all men for most of my life
Till I understood what love can be
Whenever you return with sorrow and tears
oh friend i will always be here
Sometimes it takes a while to realize
But I believe that someday you'll come back to me
Even if the truth is cruel
EVen if I am a fool
You will always be my friend
And I'll be yours till the end
Do you know what I feel
How much you hurt me...
Do you know how long I’ve cried
Because of you?
Someday I’ll fly up to the sky
Someday you will call my name
But it will be too late, too late
To find me in this world
It’s snowing now and the sky is so bright
Behind the door
I’m writing the last song for you
Than I have to go…
Someday I’ll fly up to the sky
Someday you will call my name
But it will be too late, too late
To find me in this world
Someday I'll fly up to the sky
Someday I will dance with angels
I'll send you a little star
As a sign that I will never forget you
I will never forget...
Big colored balloon is waiting for me
And it will take me to the sky
Sometimes you have a very bad day
and all you want to do is hug to your friend
But your friend is not here
and you feel like a lonely ship in the middle of the ocean
There is nothing on the left and nothing on the right,
nothing in front of you and nothing behind
And all you can see is no way out
But don't worry 'cause others had it worse than that
Sometimes you are mad 'cause you stepped in a dog's shit
But it's nothing wrong shit happens only to lucky men
and in this case you must be one of them
You probably don't believe in what I say
but nothing is happening by accident
You win some and some you lose
But don't worry 'cause others had it worse than that
What doesn't kill you makes you stronger
So remember Three times a charm
Tomorrow is another day
The best is yet to come
It's such a trivial thing
and I would like to say
It does not concern me
but things go different ways
Sometimes you just can't predict
What life can bring you
and you will never know
when you fall in love
And it hurts so bad
when you have no influence
And you're not ready to
drop everything just because
It may fall on you
when you least expect it
and it can wreck your orderly world
It's like lightning from heaven
a shot to the head
And you are so intoxicated
that you do not know what's going on
And it drives you mad
when you have no influence
And you're not ready to
change everything just because
Love can give you happiness
but mostly it hurts
If you don't control your fear
you may not get the answer to
What is on the other side
oh what it is
What lies behind the door
you're afraid to cross
Kiss me just in case
Maybe we'll never meet again
Let me feel your sweet embrace
and please don't be ashamed
Tell me just in case
that you love me and this is real
Let's stay together in this place
for as long as we can feel
That the sun is shining just for us
and no one can take it out from here
Together we can touch the clouds
We can go beyond the earth's atmosphere
Take my hand just in case
Keep it tight and don't let go
'Cause i know that nothing lasts forever
and when it ends no one knows
I will be your butterfly
I will show you all the colours of rainbow
lift up your head and you'll see the sky
somewhere there is our place
We don't need to think about tomorrow
so forget your fears and seize the day
Let's deny all of our sorrows
Close your eyes and fly with me far away
I have tried to be a good girl
but something went so wrong
and even if I want to make things better
I'm not as strong as I want to be
I'm nothing without you
Don't leave me angel I'm begging you
Can you hear me angel I'm calling you
Don't leave me, I'm so scared
Can you hear me pray?
You know I've been feeling bad
since I don't know when
My friends are lost in alcohol
and I don't want to be the same
I'm just a poor girl and I can fall so fast
so how can I live without your help?
Don't leave me angel I'm begging you
Can you hear me angel I'm calling you
Don't leave me, I'm so scared
Can you hear me pray?
lyrics: Joanna Pilarska
music: Joanna Pilarska, Artur Majewski
lyrics: Joanna Pilarska
music: Joanna Pilarska, Artur Majewski
music & lyrics: Joanna Pilarska
music & lyrics: Joanna Pilarska
music & lyrics: Joanna Pilarska
music & lyrics: Joanna Pilarska
music & lyrics: Joanna Pilarska
music & lyrics: Joanna Pilarska
