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I am so lucky

I have everything I want out of life

I have peace of mind and I am satisfied

Who I am it's up to me

And all of my choices make me free

To live with my purpose

To grow my soul

To stop searching for answers to unanswerable questions

and just live the dream I've dreamed since I was a young girl

To feel each day closer to my inner self

 

I feel it so strong

You should try to feel the same

And recognize all the good in your life

Quell your doubts and just get on with it

so that your life doesn't feel

like it's one step forward and two steps back

 

Don't be afraid to make something good for yourself

Don't be scared…

 

I wanna see your smile

I wanna see you reach up to the sky

There's no wall between you and the world

so get rid of unhealthy thoughts

The sun is always shining in your face

and you will see it if you open your eyes

Just open your eyes

The world is more than black and white

 

Nothing is impossible if you really want to

make your dreams come true

Something Good

lyrics: Joanna Pilarska

music:  Konstantin Andriejew

DRIFTING SONG 

lyrics: Joanna Pilarska

music:  Joanna Pilarska, Artur Majewski

A long time ago I left my home

Searching for what I really want

I didn't know what I was looking for

I was so confused and alone

So many places and so many things

I've seen along my way

But I have not found a peace of mind

so I couldn't stay

 

I was drifting from a place to place
I was drifting and I couldn't stop
Someone asked me what I'm looking for
but I still did not know

 

Once I met a man who stole my heart

He said he wanted me to stay

but suddenly I started to lose my breath
so I had to run away

He was so selfish, wanted me all to himself

But he had to understand

that a bluebird locked in a cage
will never sing again, until he's free

 

Now I'm drifting from a place to place
I'm drifting from a bay to bay
But still believe that I'll find a reason
find a reason to stay

 

I was thinking and wondering

why my road leads always uphill

I've wandered so many miles

and then I stuck at a standstill

 

So it's time to face the music

It's time to stop running away

'Cause now I know that all I need

is to believe in myself

That's the way

oH, JEREMY

PRINCESS

You are so far from me

I wish I could change it but I can't

I wonder how it came to be

that I can't stop thinking of you

 

Jeremy what have you done to me

Jeremy I think I'm going crazy

Jeremy I've never felt like that

so what's going on with me?

 

Well I don't know if it's love

but I feel just like a child

I smile to myself

and my thoughts are running wild

 

Jeremy what did you do to me

Jeremy I think I'm going crazy

Jeremy I've never felt like that

so what's going on with me?

 

Maybe you are only in my mind

Maybe I blurred the line between life and dreams

Maybe I drew you with crayons of my imagination

or you just fell down from heaven right to my hands 

People use each other, politicians lie

The world is full of wars, too many children die

If you have money, you have power

If you have nothing all you can do is cry

 

If I was a princess

the World could be different

If I was a princess

the World could be safe

 

So many questions you have to your God

But don’t expect that answers will come

Cause you’re not the only one in the world

So you have to count only on yourself

 

If I was a princess

the World could be different

If I was a princess

the World could be safe

 

Live your life and stop complaining

Cause there’s so much evil all around

If you can do something to make people not hurt

Just do it and do not hesitate

 

If I was a princess

the World could be different

If I was a princess

the World could be safe

I could live in a big green house

And through the windows bigger than me

I could be watching happy people

And make them free

 

FRIENDLY

A VERY BAD DAY

I'M COLD

DON'T LEAVE ME ANGEL

JUST IN CASE

TRIVIAL THING

BIG COLORED BALLOON

music & lyrics: Joanna Pilarska 

Why I don't feel anything

When you kiss me and when you touch my skin?

Why i don't feel anything

When you look into my eyes and say that you love me?

Why i don't feel anything?

 

I'm cold...

 

Why is it so hard for me

To tell you the truth, to explain?

Why I don't feel anything?

I don't feel my tears, I'm even not sure if I cry

Just close my eyes...

 

I'm cold...

 

Can you help me

can you help?

I don't wanna live like that

I don't wanna live

 

I'm cold...

 

Since I can remember we have been together
You were the best friend I've ever had
And every time when I was in trouble
You shared your last piece of bread

And I was thinking for many years
That this kind of friendship never ends
But when we grew up something changed
He rushed into our life without explain

Then you started to push me back
And I didn't know what was going on
I was trying to understand
What was the reason, why you've been gone?

I haven't heard from you for long long time
Since he took you far away from me
I've hated all men for most of my life
Till I understood what love can be

Whenever you return with sorrow and tears
oh friend i will always be here
Sometimes it takes a while to realize
But I believe that someday you'll come back to me

Even if the truth is cruel
EVen if I am a fool
You will always be my friend
And I'll be yours till the end 

 

Do you know what I feel

How much you hurt me...

Do you know how long I’ve cried

Because of you?

 

Someday I’ll fly up to the sky

Someday you will call my name

But it will be too late, too late

To find me in this world

 

It’s snowing now and the sky is so bright

Behind the door

I’m writing the last song for you

Than I have to go…

 

Someday I’ll fly up to the sky

Someday you will call my name

But it will be too late, too late

To find me in this world

Someday I'll fly up to the sky

Someday I will dance with angels

I'll send you a little star

As a sign that I will never forget you

I will never forget...

 

Big colored balloon is waiting for me

And it will take me to the sky 

 

Sometimes you have a very bad day

and all you want to do is hug to your friend

But your friend is not here

and you feel like a lonely ship in the middle of the ocean

There is nothing on the left and nothing on the right,

nothing in front of you and nothing behind

And all you can see is no way out

 

But don't worry 'cause others had it worse than that

 

Sometimes you are mad 'cause you stepped in a dog's shit

But it's nothing wrong shit happens only to lucky men

and in this case you must be one of them

You probably don't believe in what I say

but nothing is happening by accident

You win some and some you lose

 

But don't worry 'cause others had it worse than that

 

What doesn't kill you makes you stronger

So remember Three times a charm

Tomorrow is another day

The best is yet to come 

 

It's such a trivial thing

and I would like to say

It does not concern me

but things go different ways

Sometimes you just can't predict

What life can bring you

and you will never know

when you fall in love

 

And it hurts so bad

when you have no influence

And you're not ready to

drop everything just because

 

It may fall on you

when you least expect it

and it can wreck your orderly world

It's like lightning from heaven

a shot to the head

And you are so intoxicated

that you do not know what's going on

 

And it drives you mad

when you have no influence

And you're not ready to

change everything just because

Love can give you happiness

but mostly it hurts

If you don't control your fear

you may not get the answer to

What is on the other side

oh what it is

What lies behind the door

you're afraid to cross

 

 

Kiss me just in case

Maybe we'll never meet again

Let me feel your sweet embrace

and please don't be ashamed

 

Tell me just in case

that you love me and this is real

Let's stay together in this place

for as long as we can feel

That the sun is shining just for us

and no one can take it out from here

Together we can touch the clouds

We can go beyond the earth's atmosphere

Take my hand just in case

Keep it tight and don't let go

'Cause i know that nothing lasts forever

and when it ends no one knows

 

I will be your butterfly

I will show you all the colours of rainbow

lift up your head and you'll see the sky

somewhere there is our place

 

We don't need to think about tomorrow

so forget your fears and seize the day

Let's deny all of our sorrows

Close your eyes and fly with me far away

 

I have tried to be a good girl

but something went so wrong

and even if I want to make things better

I'm not as strong as I want to be

I'm nothing without you

 

Don't leave me angel I'm begging you

Can you hear me angel I'm calling you

Don't leave me, I'm so scared

Can you hear me pray?

 

You know I've been feeling bad

since I don't know when

My friends are lost in alcohol

and I don't want to be the same

I'm just a poor girl and I can fall so fast

so how can I live without your help?

 

Don't leave me angel I'm begging you

Can you hear me angel I'm calling you

Don't leave me, I'm so scared

Can you hear me pray?

 

lyrics: Joanna Pilarska

music:  Joanna Pilarska, Artur Majewski

lyrics: Joanna Pilarska

music:  Joanna Pilarska, Artur Majewski

music & lyrics: Joanna Pilarska 

music & lyrics: Joanna Pilarska 

music & lyrics: Joanna Pilarska 

music & lyrics: Joanna Pilarska 

music & lyrics: Joanna Pilarska 

music & lyrics: Joanna Pilarska 

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